The wounds are hungry......

Can they?

The wounds are hungry and so am I
For creativity, for rational
To re-establish themselves

No don’t tell me to go back
For the ground has been razed
Razed with precision
And razed with relations

Nothing can re-establish itself
In that way

The way it happened

The way it killed
The way it killed emotions
The way it killed faith
The way it killed

And created living dead
Alive at times
And dead at times

They say time heals………

But what if the wounds want to re-establish themselves
Or is it a myth to believe that they have healed?
Have they ?
Or can they?
1/30/2006


SOUNDS


Zooming in sounds
That suppress expressions
Scrubbing away fears and blemishes
To keep the beauty
intact

Conscious minds
Drunk with fear
Beholding, apprehending
The estimations

Bold letters
Compelling meanings
Out of
Relations-created and existing

Cogitating faiths
Own and auxiliary
Rejecting only to accept
Creating paradoxes
Of hope and blind faith

Desires-
Clogged and suppressed
Buried beneath the crux of nucleus
Searching for sympathy
Searching for elevated pedestals
But never surfacing

Evading connectivity
Inducing
Diffracted communications
Of honeyed pain
Dripping away
The molted lava
Of ash and smoke

Evading sounds
Suppressing emotions
Searching a fullstop
And finding a pause.
6/6/2003


SALIVA



The footprints of saliva
causing bruises
embedding commotions
deleting notions of……
sweating breadths

diverting paths
creating illusions
making life an illusion itself

darts flung all over
missing an illusioned aim
bombarding epitomes
and impulses
creating new epitomes
hitting and questioning
doing acts in a frenzy
hitting and questioning
like ash on a rigged surface
asking dilemmas

dampened emotions
searching warmth
moist and fungal thoughts
forced and undigested
with blood and extracts
intellectual
and physical
bruising containers
of the thought and body

penetrations scratching
causing to pause
leading ……..
trances,
contractions,
and extractions

bombarding an aftermath
etching the thoughts
again and again
with lubrications to ease
that cause rashes
seeping inside
leaving leftovers
forced and undigested

illusions
footprints
forced and undigested.