Half a life...

away from the lover’s embrace
I live half a life

eating half the food
cooking half the meals
loving half myself

it is painful and lonesome

switching on half the lights
sleeping on one half of the bed
sleeping half and dreaming half
enjoying half the moments

smoking half a pack of cigarettes
having half a beer………

writing half poetry………

waiting for the complete moment

the complete embrace
a complete kiss
your complete touch
complete of all of you
your warmth......

to make us US.