Freeze me

embalm me with anesthesia
and put me in the cold store
and nail it like a coffin
I will be comfortable
away in hibernation
alone in solitude

let the amnesia take over me complete
let the breathe pause for sometime
the heart is so tired of pumping
let the body go numb
like the brain has
it is sick of the thought process-
and has over worked itself

everything needs rest now
it is high time
and the timing is right

do it before I harm myself further
further with the dagger of fear
further by prejudice of others

and when I have been put away
lock the door with a Chinese lock
and forget the code

let me remain in the cold
for the fire has burnt out
and the soul just flew away

its all cold inside
for I have frozen already

such a sick mind
should not be let out in the open

do it before I harm you
before the cold reaches you
much before the chosen time

let the room be underground
far away from life
where no light can reach
no human can discover

when you reach ground level
cover the opening
cover it with concrete
so that if a seed by mistake be dropped
need not intrude the earth and create life

it is best the frozen body be undisturbed
unless a volcano erupts.

Do it now
the timing is right.