Alphabets…

for long she awaited
the arrival of the alphabets
in the small yellow envelop...

no,none came her way

and then she glanced,
a little on the past
the colourful notes she drew once,
a few one night stands
came to her mind
while some she chose to forget...
some lovers they visited her
now and then
after a few drinks alone...

so what haunts you now my dear?
as if failures you haven't seen
try living this heartache for now
for he promised light at the end...